that time

That moment when I was just sitting there, I felt so alone. I want something like that now, not wait for it, for god knows how long. I wish I could just fast forward time and see if the end result is worth this waiting. Your music playing in my ears as I watched you stroke her hair as she drifted off to sleep, him lying next to me with her perched on top of him. It’s like what I want is so near to me, but it’s not for me. When will I find something like that with someone I want? I know I’ll keep waiting for that feeling, but when will it come?